wo0t. So, I'm still here after all. Sorry everyone, I've just been having a lot of personal things going on, like re-doing my room, starting a new semester at CCC, and working. Plus, I've had major artist's block. But, hopefully that will be remedied soon. I saw "Advent Children", and that gave me a lot of inspiration.

Yanked from =pandachan

Seven things that scare you:

1.) Spiders. No, I mean I'm deathly scared of them.
2.) Actually, all bugs for that manner...
3.) Being Alone
4.) Being in Love...
5.) The fact that I'm not independent in the least
6.) Having someone I care about hurt me.
7.) Death.

Seven things you like the most:

1.) Chris <3
2.) Cuddles
3.) Hello Kitty
4.) Anything adorable ^______^
5.) Romance and Seduction
6.) Stuffed animals
7.) Bishonen

Seven important things in your room:

1.) My bed >_> What? It's important...
2.) All of my stuffies ^-^ They're my babies.
3.) The picture of Chris on my desk
4.) My entire Gravitation collection
5.) My clothes >>;;
6.) My school stuffs
7.) My Computer!

Seven random facts about you:

1.) I'm such a crybaby. I seriously cry about everything, especially lately. I let my emotions control me too easily.
2.) I worry constantly. About everything. And everyone.
3.) What I want more that anything is to be married, or at least engaged. I can't imagine anything better than coming home to the one you love, it would be like heaven.
4.) I've been extremely hostile and angry lately. It just seems like everything pisses me off, which is probably why I haven't been around lately Gomen-nasai. I know the reason I'm so angry, too. But, I probably shouldn't post it on here.
5.) I think ninjas are cooler than pirates >_>;
6.) In all honestly, I'm scared of men. o.o I am absolutly terrified of getting hurt in a relationship. I'm paranoid I'm going to get cheated on or he's going to leave me or something...
7.) I have such a huge crush on Loz from Advent Children ^____^ <3

Seven things you plan to do before you die:

1.) Get Married ^-^;;;
2.) Have my dream house with a hot tub
3.) Go back to Japan and visit my host family, the Suzuki's
4.) Make my own manga/comic series.
5.) Get proposed to via fortune cookie >.>;;;
6.) See Gackt in person
7.) Defeat Mario RPG O_O;

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:

1.) Their overall charm. That's how Chris won me over ^-^
2.) Being sensitive and affectionate, and showing lots of PDA
3.) How loyal they are. Loyalty is important to me.
4.) How warm and caring their smile is.
5.) Just feeling that connection with someone, and knowing it was meant to be.
6.) Erm,...I have a thing for red-headed men >_>;;
7.) Having strong arms to hug you close ^_^

Seven things you say the most:

1.) "WTF?!"
2.) "Hooo-ooly shit..."
3.) "Myuu~!"
4.) "Kitteeeeyyyyy!"
5.) "But at least I'm cute ^-^"
6.) "Chrissssssss...*whines and looks lost*"
7.) "Oh, snap."

Seven celeb crushes (whether local or foreign):

1.) Gackt
2.) Kyo (DiG)
3.) Chris Carrabba (Dashboard Confessional)
4.) Jackie Chan
5.) Jude Law
6.) Eric Vale (Trunks's VA)
7.) Mark McGrath (Sugar Ray) >__> Well, I used to. o__o;;

Seven favorite drinks:

1.) Starberry Daiquire
2.) "Fire" engergy drink
3.) Pepsi
4.) Oragne-Tangerine soda
5.) ICB Cream Soda
6.) Chocolate milkshakes
7.) Green Tea

Seven memorable kiddy shows you used to watch as a kid:

1.) My Little Pony!
2.) Care Bears
3.) The Elephant Show
4.) The Popples
5.) Mickey Mouse Cartoons
6.) Eureka's Castlr
7.) Super Mario Brothers

Is: munchin on some chocolate chips
Wearing: "Air Guitar Star: tee, denim shorts
Mood:
Wanting: a cuddle .___.;

So, I got a new job working at Salient Corporation :0 I have no idea what the company does, so don't bother asking, haha. All I know from organizing e-mails and conversations logs is that it has to do with Margin Minder software and beverage companies _O:

I work Monday thru Friday from 1:00-5:00pm, and make 8.50 and hour So, whee~ but, it's only a temporary job, so in a few weeks when school starts, I'll be unemployed agian ;__; Which isn't too bad, considering I have a butt-load of physcology classes >_____< I'm majoring in teaching, if anyone wants to know. Even though I hate kids and I think the lil' monsters should be kept in cages...

In other new, my crazy aunt that I hate and I hope goes away forever was put in the crazy house !!! I'm so happy you don't even know. If you met this woman you'd want to kill her, I promise. She's an ex-social worker who ABUSES CHILDREN O__O She tried to poison me when I was little. She kicked her dog down the stairs and killed it. She tried to abandon my younger cousin in another city. She beat the hell out of her cat. And when my mom was cleaning out her disgusting apartment to give the important papers to "The Large One's" insurance company, she found some jewelry of her's that had apparently been stolen; and even more scary is the fat bitch went through my mom's memory box and stole some old Valentine's cards my dad had written her _O: *wimpers*

Ohhh, =pandachan, ~SashaRei and I were laughing our asses off about this all last night XD Especially the story about how the "Large One" fell trying to haul her fat-ass up the handicap ramp and Dunkin Donuts and broke her arm Now, this is the Dunkin Donuts right near the main road in Corning, mind you. She had to lay there helplessly wriggling for freedom while the people inside the building choked on their donuts they were laughing so hard XD haha, omg...I'm so going to hell. Who wants to be basket buddies?

On a side note, I'm re-doing my room With a white shag carpet and pink silky bedding ^-~ I'll post pics when I'm finished.

Oh, and everyone remember that August 7th is Yellow Day in support of Jark and to help bring the community back into DeviantArt. Don't post or favourite anything on that day, or if you do, make sure it's yellow ^-^ I won't go into much detail, because this is already in so many journals.

Is: watching Family Guy
Mood:
Wearing: brown and gold tunic, shorts
Wanting: to be with my boy. more than anything u__u;;;

So on Saturday we had a party up on Harris Hill. It's this cute park on top of a hill with a picinic area. It also has the world's tiniest amusment park with about five kiddie rides and a little carousel And it has a small arcade, mini golf, go-karts, a putting range, a dinner and gift shop, and a swimming pool. The whole thing hasn't been re-decorated since the 1970's at least, and it's all really cute ^-^

So I got up there and ~pandachan was already waiting for me. We set up for the party, and then ~SashaRei showed up. No one else came sadly ;--;

And then came battle. Three girls trying to barbeque o__o We could not light the fire for the life of us. We put the coal in the grill and we used about 15 matches and a lighter to try to start it And then we tried to add random garbage we found on the ground to get the flames going. Finally, Gen read the instructions that said we were supposed to put the whole bag into the grill and light it XD;;; Haha, the hotdogs ended up tasting awesome though

Afterwards, we headed over and played mini gold XD I won And then we raced go-karts, which was awesome I love go-karts. And then we went into the arcade and played some skii ball, and this ghetto Star Wars game XD;;;

Haha, the gift shop there is so crappy. XD Pan dressed up like Speed Racer and then like a granny. Tee-hee.

And then we went over to go swimming. The water was reeeally nice ^___^ It felt awesome. We were swimming around minding out own business when these little shits started harassing us. The followed us around the pool splashing us and taunting us. We tried to ignore them thinking they'd go away, but the lifegaurds weren't doing their job. Finally, this muscular black guy called "Red" told them if they didn't leave us alone he'd mess them up XD He was so cool. He did a lot of funny dives off of the board, too.

Gen had to go home after that, so Pan and I tried to start another fire to make dinner. We were unsuccessful. So as we were walking over to the cafe, this creepy park ranger (I think he was a pedophile) came over to us and told us we couldn't be there whatever.

We went to play some Pump-It-Up after that, and the little shits came in and tried to steal Pan's camera o____o WTFOMGBBQ? I swear, with all the bad experiences I've had with kids, I'm just getting my tubes tied, like, now.

So we went back to our campsite to wait for out ride when the creepy ranger came over asking where our car was o.O we told him we got dropped off, to which he said we had to leave because the park was closing o__O;; which, it wasn't.

I dunno, I think people think we're all younger than we really are o.O;;;

to ~pandachan who's leaving for Virginia for 6 weeks

Mood: boooored
Wearing: watermelon girl-boxers and camisole
Is: watching some show on orgams O__O;;
Wanting: to see my boy some more ; for us both to find jobs .__.



Okay, so I'm watching this show on Discovery Health. And here's this guy who looks like Jerry Springer talking about how to have orgasms o___o;;; And what makes it even worse is the guy is talking in monotone. And then some random guy got on the camera with it pointed at his crotch and started dancing around like a crazy man and singing: "I'm gonna dance, dance!" o.O; But y'know, there's nothing else on to watch at this time of night.

Does anyone else notice a pattern of me starting journals with some sex-related thing I've seen on TV? o___O

Anyways, I jsut finished my first year of college. My overall GPA was 3.11. I could have done better, but I slacked off in Physcology and Statistics. And by the way, never take Statistics x.x;; Holy crap, it's hard.

And I just got my driving liscense on Monday x.x Which is really sad, considering I'm 19 years old and just got it. But, I'm very babyed and I quite enjoy that. Haha, poor *orchalcyon will have to take care of me until he dies

In other news, I'm trying to find a job, but being unsucsessful. I have yet to hear back from my J.C Penney's interview, and I have an interview with Eckard's tommorrow. So hopefully, I'll get one soon. Because I need something to occupy my time because summer is so insanly boring

:devSahsaRei: had her birthday last weekend, so that was fun =pandachan and I went over to her house and showered her with peeny-shaped confetti~!

Haha, we watched this one episode of Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends. It was the one called "Mac Daddy" XD Oh. My. God. If you haven't seen it, watch it! This one character, Cheese, is basically making fun of retarded kids. He runs around screaming "I like chocolate milk!" and he's lactose intolerant.

And after that we pretended to be Jedi's ala "Star Wars Kid" XD

And today I ate at a resturaunt named "Guiseppe's" ( Haha, Chris will get it XD ) And I found out the manager of my pizza place moved there, so I went in and gave him the blank stare And whined at him for moving out of walking distance.

Oh, by the way, if you've never gotten a pedicure, get one. Now. o.o; I don't care if you're a guy, they feel amazing o__o With the wax you get your foot dipped in, and the sparkly pink nail polish...

Woo, tangent.

Mood: x__x;; kill me
Wearing: cherry pj pants, pink camisole
Watching: porn XD I'm not kidding...
Tunes: "The Last Song" - Gackt

I had to update or =pandachan will kill me...XD

Has anyone ever seen this show on the Oxygen chanel called "Bliss"? Basically, it's this old lady erotica with the most twisted plots ever. It comes on after "Talk Sex With Sue." XD Y'know, the old lady who talks about sex and plays with vibrators? XD Funny stuff I tell ya.

Speaking of weird-ass shows, has anyone ever seen this show on Oxygen called "Mr. Romance"? XD Oh. My. God. I can't stop laughing. It's hosted by Fabio, and it even has it's own little kareoke sing-along song. Basically, they have this group of ugly girly-men trying to be the next Fabio. Haha XP Oh man...

Either way, I'm on my spring break right now. x__X;; Damn, I'm so bored. I just want to go back to school... But, the year is almost over. Which kinda sucks, it went by so fast o.o But, I'm taking driving lessons over break x_x yes, I'm 19 and still can't drive. So what?

I'm also starting to job-hunt agian. Last Sunday, I filled out 20 applications. So hopefully, someplace calls me back. I really don't want to have to go back to Michaels...I hope I get to work in the shoe store ^-^ Because I have a shoe fetish XD

On an art related note, I'm planning on going through and deleting some of my old work from when I first posted. Just thought I'd tell everyone so I don't get all these "where did all your work go?" posts. o__O;; Y'know, not like that would happen anyway XD

- Kate